Going Through

I'm usually an open book but there are some things you have to keep to yourself. My recent lifestyle changes have taken me on a roller coaster ride like never before. My emotions are up and down and through the woods to grandmothers house we go. Apparently my emotions are huge fans of double dutch. Maintaining myself and trying to focus on my rapidly changing future has been the ultimate test! I'm so grateful to have built such a strong solid foundation in myself over the last few years. And a lot of that has to do with my choice to go to counseling! Shout out to David 🩵 who has been a huge help. I can text and/or call him at anytime. I'm usually an open book but I just completed my first novel so now I'm in between books 🙃. I have several outlets but today it's inward. Today is for me to figure out. Today is everyday! I am learning to be my first line of defense and offense. For years I've always searched for help in others first. So now I'm looking inward for advice. Being a friend to me the way I am to others. Becoming my biggest fan and bestest friend again! And again and again

Have A Major Day